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When
I was in Mr. Fish's class in fourth grade class at St. Columban, we had a mock
election for President and I voted for Nixon. He
won by a landslide. Granted, that was the year Nixon was re-elected in a landslide,
but I proffer this bit of personal information as evidence that I am, at heart,
a rather conservative person. I don't want to be a conservative person. Studying
literature and art, it becomes very clear that the really good writers and artists,
the really important ones, are not conservative people. They are the people
who institute change. Who make us see and think in different ways. So much of
my life has been an effort to somehow convert myself from a mildly anxious,
essentially conservative Catholic school girl into a radical, free-thinking
writer.
With
this in mind, I recently took a class at the University where I teach, a graduate
class in Modernism and Postmodernism. I like some postmodern works quite a bit
-- particularly The
Things They Carried by Tim O'Brien; the flawed but tremendously interesting
novel Infinite
Jest by David Foster Wallace; and Motherless
Brooklyn by Jonathan Lethem. (I know Jonathan from his days of slumming
with science fiction people, so he is my brush with the glittering circle of
literati.) I thought I had a sense of what postmodernism does in literature--that
it draws attention to the fact that a text is written, made up, an artifact.
In The Things They Carried there is a character named Tim O'Brien and
he both narrates the story and acts in it. But his narration makes it really
clear that some of the things that happened to the character Tim O'Brien never
happened to the writer Tim O'Brien and that, in fact, this whole book is a lie,
a work of fiction, perhaps based on the real wartime Viet Nam experiences of
the writer.
I
liked that a lot. I suspected I liked it because as a writer I was really familiar
with the way that once I took a piece of my own experience and wrote it into
a story, then trimmed it, the way you trim a hedge, it became harder and harder
for me to remember later which was the made-up version and which was the memory
version. And I knew that memory was flawed anyway. I am forever remembering
things that I am certain were this way -- the painted mallards mounted on the
wall of my sister's house in 1970 that I remember so vividly didn't actually
exist until maybe 1975 when they had moved to the bigger house in Springboro.
So memory is malleable, fiction is malleable. The truth will not stay fixed.
That seems very
postmodern, doesn't it?
I figured I was
a shoo-in for this postmodern stuff.
I
didn't actually write this way. My characters have faulty memories, but that's
not because they are postmodern, that's because they are something much older
than that, unreliable narrators. My characters are sometimes forgetful, always
biased, but always in an attempt to mimic human failings, to let you pretend,
dear reader, that they are real. That you might walk down the street in New
York City and see Zhang, the Chinese-American guy from my first
novel, window shopping in the Village. Zhang has never once stopped to suggest
that he is a concoction of evocative descriptions, a handful of sentences, that
you are in fact taking a bunch of random shapes (26 of them) and decoding them
the way a telegraph operator decodes Morse Code into a voice in your head --
since I assume that you are not reading this aloud although I won't mind if
your lips are moving -- and without ever having heard that voice out loud. Furthermore,
Zhang has never even pointed out that you don't really know that much about
him, that the things that you think you know about him -- that he is neurotic,
generous and a little vain -- are based on one or two things. I don't tell you
most of the everyday things about him. I don't even tell you the date, although
often I tell you what day of the week it is. I don't think it matters. I count
on you to go along with me. I count on you to be seduced by what is there. I
want you to pretend.
So
I take this class and I have this suspicion it is going to be about the bones
of things. I assume that it will say, "Look at what you pretend." The first
thing I read for the class is Jean-François Lyotard's opening essay to The
Postmodern Explained(1), a shimmering
chimera of an essay which is really a letter full of sentences like "The first
hypothesis, Hegelian in inspiration, does not call into question the notion
of dialectically totalizing experience." I haven't ever real Hegel. Or Heidigger
or Descartes, or, if you want to know the truth, Plato or Aristotle (and if
I wasn't taking the class with at least two graduate students who had taken
my class and who I knew to be quite sharp but not, you know, astonishing in
the way, say, Samuel Delany is astonishing, I might have quit at that moment).
Instead, I hoped that by the end of the class that sentence would actually mean
something to me.
In
class, we started with, of all things, a linguistics text. Linguistics is interesting,
but difficult because a lot of linguistics involves skills that have to be learned
the way you learn a musical instrument or a language, by lots of practice. This
text, Ferdinand de Saussure's Course
in General Linguistics assumes you are pretty good on grammar in German,
French and Latin. I'm not. But that was okay because all that grammar was going
to illustrate a point that makes a lot of sense if you're a writer. (Or maybe
it doesn't. It made a lot of sense to me, but every time I read that writers
are good at something, I'm not, and life is too short.) De Saussure had a couple
of points to make about language, one of which was that if you don't have words
for it, you probably can't think it, and I believe that. The other was that
words are arbitrary noises, signifiers, that we attach to meanings, the signified.
There is a kind
of athleticism of thought, a kind of extreme thought. Philosophy is one of the
events in the Olympics of thought. Postmodernism is a kind of thought aerobics
for me. Reading these texts was like doing long division in my head, and if,
as I was following Theodor Adorno's careful analysis of the contradictions at
the heart of the dictum "form follows function"(2)
and I got distracted by the phone ringing or the dogs wanting out, I would lose
the whole thread of the last page and a half and I would have to back up and
start again. It was so exciting. I read a little of this a little Georges Bataille,
a little Fredric Jameson (whose familiar Marxism felt like finding a McDonalds
in a foreign land). After three weeks of steady reading and discussion in class,
we finally got to Jacques Derrida and deconstructionism.
I don't know what
I thought of deconstructionism. I thought I had a vague understanding. But I
didn't realize that it is, among other things, a branch of philosophy. Derrida's
texts are abstruse, erudite, playful, tricky observations of language and thought,
and using language to talk about language is, well, problematic. Derrida exposes
some of those problems, or attempts to. Still, there is a lot I would recommend
in Derrida. He is not a nihilist, he doesn't say that things have no meaning.
He observes the contradictions of thought. His essay "The Law of Genre"(3)
is a pretty interesting read for a science fiction writer. It's a perennial
argument, a writer's and fan's parlor game to try to define science fiction
and fantasy.
"As soon as the
word genre is sounded, as soon as it is heard, as soon as one attempts to conceive
it, a limit is drawn," says Jacques Derrida in that essay. And it's true --
whenever you create a category, you are implying that there are things that
fit in the category and things that don't. It's like bird watching. It's either
a duck or a finch or a hawk. And how do I determine what category it's in? By
its traits. The shape of the bill, the coloring of the feathers, its size, its
feet.
It should be very
neat, very scientific. What are the traits of a science fiction story? It takes
place in the future. Or it has a spaceship. Or it has a historically accepted
scientific conceit like time travel, or a scientifically speculative conceit,
like a ring built around a sun, or an asteroid bearing a plague. Or it is alternate
history, which is science fiction because it comes from the science fiction
premise of parallel universes. Of course, my list is incomplete. And that's
the problem. The list gets longer and longer, adding more and more things to
cover the books that I think are science fiction (some of which you may not),
until I have a definition that is not so much a list of defining traits, as
a list of texts.(4) And what about works
that have traits of a couple of genres? In a sense any historical novel with
fictional characters is a an alternate history. E.L. Doctorow's Ragtime
mixes actual historical characters with fictional ones, and since the fictional
characters couldn't actually have interacted with the actual ones, doesn't that
mean Ragtime depicts a history that didn't happen? Of course, the premise of
an science fictional alternate history is that some crucial historical event
happened differently. But I wrote an alternate history that won an award, and
some readers didn't recognize the event where everything changed. Someone asked
me if after the Civil War, recalcitrant slave owners from Louisiana were really
resettled in the West. So for that reader, is my story alternate history or
historical fiction?
Give me any definition
of genre (excluding perhaps the Damon Knight definition) and I can pick it to
pieces. Derrida says that at the heart of the idea of genre is a corruption,
a dis-ease. If I can't define genre, does that mean genres don't exist? Of course
not. In some ways, asking for a definition of science fiction and/or fantasy
is asking the wrong question. It other ways, it's one of the most interesting
questions, although what it says about SF and fantasy is perhaps less interesting
than what it says about how we see things. That we categorize. That we establish
definitions and definitions imply limits, and sometimes we make limits that
we think are very clear, when they're not. Look at the edges, the limits, and
that's where you can catch the assumptions, the shapes of the ways we make meaning.(5)
And that was one thing very useful about my brush with Derrida.
Republicanism,
Marxism, Feminism, Deconstructionalism, Fascism. These are ways we ascribe meaning
to the world and to experience. Each one is a perspective, each one of them
sees certain things very, very well, and other things, not so well at all. Postmodernism
felt to me to be an interesting place from which to look at the world -- playful
in a complicated sense, distrustful of the easy answers of ideology, and sometimes
very, very strange. Sixty pages into The
Truth in Painting things felt very strange indeed.(6)
But I'm a science fiction writer, and if I find the thought of one Frenchman,
my contemporary, alien, what does that say about the future? Maybe it's a good
idea to spend some time thinking about different thought perspective, to find
a different place to stand. Good for a writer who wants to provide the reader
with the sense that they have entered a world that is a little different from
their own. Good for a person who doesn't wish to become too trapped in their
own prejudices and habits.
The air is awfully
thin up there for me. I want to be postmodern. I like thinking up there and
I wish I was a member of the thought Olympics. This work is not, I hope, a thinly
veiled explanation that says the reason I am not postmodern is that there is
something wrong with postmodernism, because while there is a lot wrong with
postmodernism(7) the reason I'm not postmodern
is because at the core of the ideas I associate with postmodernism is a certain
skepticism, a critical distrust of authority. One entire section of The Truth
in Painting is a discussion of one footnote in Hegel's Lectures on Aesthetics.
Derrida admits Hegel was interested in something else, that this is a lot of
discussion for one footnote, and that people will accuse him of making a mountain
out of a molehill -- but of course, Derrida's critique of the footnote opens
up a whole discussion of just how we define the boundaries of art. In some ways
Derrida is The Angry Young Man, forever critical and combative, standing up
in the middle of the lecture to say to the teacher, "The United States is not
a democracy. It's a republic." Which is true but not the point right now at
all -- I am the student who wants to hear the teacher's point and wants the
Angry Young Man to sit down and shut up, thank you very much. I want to go with
the flow. I guess much as I want to be watching the edges, in the end it is
very hard for me. It's hard for me to write books with plots and believable
characters, so I don't have a lot of energy left to look at the edges, to see
how plot and character work. Postmodernism often requires me to be smarter than
I am.
I write rather
conservative fiction, structurally. Zhang never points out that he is a character
on paper and when I try to do that, I've never yet managed to be either clever
or illuminating. My books and stories assume you go with the flow, that you
pretend, that you, in the cliché we use in teaching, "suspend disbelief."
This last century
has not been a comforting century for people who want to get with the program.
Too often the flow has been racist, classist, oppressive of women (of which
I am one), and going with the flow has meant collaborating silently with devil.
I voted for Nixon in the fourth grade because I didn't know any better and because
my dad was going to vote for Nixon. I am still the girl who would have voted
for Nixon, and so I think maybe it is good for me to study these skeptics, these
critiques, these people who will not trust. I am not postmodern. But I haven't
given up hope.
Notes:
1.
The Postmodern Explained Jean-François Lyotard, University of Minnesota
Press (Minneapolis and London, 1992) is translated from the French. The original
title was Le postmoderne expliqué aux enfants, which makes me wonder what they
are putting in the water over there in France that they have such precocious
children.
2.
"Functionalism Today," which I read in Rethinking
Architecture, ed. Neil Leach (Routledge, London and New York, 1997).
I wasn't familiar with Adolf Loos, or the German architectural movement that
Adorno critiques in this essay, but I kept reading hoping it would all become
clear, and lots of it did. This is a subtle, supple thing I have read a couple
of times. I don't read it well, or fully understand it, but reading it half-assed
is still worth it.
3.
"La loi du genre" For English translations by Avital Ronell, see "The Law of
Genre" in
Acts of Literature, ed. Derek Attridge. Routledge, New York
and London, 1992)
4.
In The
Dreams Our Stuff Is Made Of Thomas M. Disch says much the same thing
when he talks about the different kinds of science fiction -- the hard science
work of Greg Benford and Greg Bear; Anne McCaffrey, whose work he describes
as the SF equivalent of "girl and horse romances" and a list of others who,
as he points out, are shelved alphabetically in books stores with Ursula Le
Guin, Kim Stanley Robinson, Gene Wolfe and others.
5.
Michel Foucault, "Preface to Transgression' in Donald Bouchard (ed.) Language,
Counter-Memory, Practice, Donald Bouchard and Sherry Simon (trans.),
Ithaca, New York: Cornell University Press, 1977, p.34
6. The Truth in Painting, Jacques Derrida, again. Well,
he's difficult. I spent a lot of time thinking about his stuff -- more than
I did the work of other, equally interesting people who I nonetheless found
less difficult and therefore spent less time thinking about.
7.
Deconstructionism is, in some ways, an ideology of nitpicking. It doesn't provide
a blueprint for a new society, the way Marxism does. It examines things, particularly
the language of how we think. A microscope is a fine tool, but it doesn't help
you build a hospital. A hammer is a much less sophisticated tool, but a lot
better for building.
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Maureen
F. McHugh is the author of the critically acclaimed novels Mission Child,
China Mountain Zhang -- which was a New York Times Notable Book,
nominated for both a Hugo and a Nebula Award, and winner of the Locus
Readers' Poll for Best First Novel, a James
Tiptree Award, and a Lambda Award
-- and Half the Day is Night. She received the Hugo for her short story
"The Lincoln Train," and other stories have appeared in several publications
and anthologies, including in the highly regarded collection Starlight 1.
Ms. McHugh lives in Ohio with her husband and stepson.
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